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Name: Jenne
Location: Kitchener, Canada
Gender: Female
Interests: Playing soccer,volleyball,listening to music,reading,singing,hanging with friends,talking on msn,getting advice from my big bro travis
Expertise: ppl say i have a great singing voice
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
MSN: sexsijenne13@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/28/2006
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| Well I know I haven't done this entry thing lately but...I should really update now.Well last Tuesday I found out my boy friend was in the hospital with a broken leg, broken arm,6 broken ribs,a punctured lung,and a bruised lung...thank god he was wearing a helmet and this is all a result to his stupid fucking 4 wheeler and that was the only thing he was worried about. I took it pretty harsh and slit my wrists 4 times that nite then Wednesday I come home from soccer and someone had just called when I got in the house ull never guess who...that's rite Aj telling me im not supposed to worry that he'll b fine meanwhile he's drinking and smoking again something he was told not to do.Then the next day b4 school I slit my wrist once more and carved his name into my arm wit my razor...a lot of ppl found out and got pretty pissed about it,others just said that I its my life I do it they cant stop me...and then some of my friends just said meh cuz they do it to sometimes.Well...ya that's my life....and to top it all off....a guy I really like ditched me...we had an awesome weekend together hugging and kissing the whole bit and then that week he doesn't talk to me hardly at all and then he goes and gets a girlfriend when im not at skewl...like wtf is up wit that shit and he also wrote on my back pack b4 he got a girlfriend that he loved me and then he goes and pulls that shit....I feel like shit rite now lets just say that...well i think its time for me to slit my wrists again...ill update soon everyone luv u all lots and lots 
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| Last nite was awesome went to the braves game wit ally and Amanda....he just stick raped him lmfao Amanda that was funny, me and Amanda were being random and dancing to every song they played and ally just kept backing away farther and farther, when we scored we were so loud it was so fun. Unfortunately yelling at 4 hockey games has not helped me throat one bit O well atleast im having fun on my march break. Royals r done hockey so no more of going to hang out wit them on Friday and Saturday nights until next year.
Luv ya'll lotz
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| Hey.well...today was my last day of skewl for march break,i am thinking bout moving out of my house and living wit a friend or my grandmother.some of u kno wat happen some dont so i mise well tell the story,my sister's boyfriend is from samolia and so are his friends they were here one night and hanging out wit my sister and her friends watching a movie from when her and kertold went to punta cana.Me,my mom,and dad came home and a couple lights were on and of course had too much to drink and started flipping out,i asked him please not to start but of course he replies"i pay the fuckin bills around this house i can do whatever i want" and i got mad...we walked in the house and he started yelling at my sister infront of Faysal and Momo and i asked him to stop but continued...i asked him to move and he told me to shut the fuck up.I nice pushed him away from the doorway and said "i live in this house too i am allowed to walk into the kitchen and can u please quiet down ur son is sleeping" he replied i am not gonna shut the fuck up i am sick of these niggers coming here....i started crying he knew i was and i replied"shut the fuck up i am sick of ur racist comments i would rather not live in a house hold that had a racist person in it and i mise well move in with grandma or with a friend so that i am away from this bullshit"and ran to my room and balled my eyes out...ppl wonder y i wanna kill myself and tell me i dont have a reason for it..that is my reason my family is bullshit and my life is too.I would rather live on the streets then grow up in a home with racism.
I am scared for my life..i am scared one day that i will end up hating my father and killing myself because of it.I am trying to help my father with the comments but i dont think he will change.So....if anyone has ideas for me I am open to them cuz one day that idea may save my life.
Luv everyone lots
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| well....last nite b4 i went 2 sleep i found a little knife in my room and i wrote hell in my arm and it stings like a bitch.this morning i woke up and got ready for skewl and had an acutal breakfast i mean i was actually able to sit down and eat a bowl of cereal I HAD CORNPOPS lol yah i am a little hyper....i had health last period today and then this morning i pushed travis into a locker....i'm srry travis it was sooo tempting lol......then i pushed him when i was heading out to ma bus i'm srry bout that too but ur such an easy target travis.i wonder if he is gonna try and get me back hmmmmm i hope not he would like hurt me really bad n e ways betta do my geo project so i can pass the class lol
luv ya'll lotz
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| well....i have a very dull life,today i got up at 7 and almost missed my bus then class was fuckin stupid as usual didnt get to say hi to my bro today tho i got to see jesse tho and he is pretty kewl so i was happy a little bit but not as much as i hoped :P:P:P:P:P
but ne wayz that is my dull life of the day
luv yall lotz
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